June 21, 2006

why doesn't growing up fix everything?

For some reason, in the back of my head, I think I always thought that I would grow out of most of my weaknesses that frustrate me the most by now. Yes, I know, not so logical but it's true. Yet, I'm now in my thirties and I still get depressed some times, I still get more angry than is reasonable, I'm still a terrible cynic, I doubt myself an unreasonably greater part of the time, I'm still not as disciplined as I want to be and I still fall short of expressing my love for those I love most the way I ought to...

Yes, I'm having one of those days... I hate that I still have these days... Your advice is welcome, no, coveted... I think I need a spiritual director... I don't know who to ask... Enough with the self-pity.

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