June 21, 2006

why doesn't growing up fix everything?

For some reason, in the back of my head, I think I always thought that I would grow out of most of my weaknesses that frustrate me the most by now. Yes, I know, not so logical but it's true. Yet, I'm now in my thirties and I still get depressed some times, I still get more angry than is reasonable, I'm still a terrible cynic, I doubt myself an unreasonably greater part of the time, I'm still not as disciplined as I want to be and I still fall short of expressing my love for those I love most the way I ought to...

Yes, I'm having one of those days... I hate that I still have these days... Your advice is welcome, no, coveted... I think I need a spiritual director... I don't know who to ask... Enough with the self-pity.

6 comments :

Ryan Lee Sharp said...

Well, I've no advice, but it's nice to hear that one of my friends feels the same as me...as I'm shortly approaching 30 and wondering why I am not more fitting for the Kingdom.

blinn said...

i wish we lived in the same city... i think we would be good friends.

Mary Anne said...

Even though I won't be turning thirty anytime soon, I have those days too.

-Mary Anne

Eric said...

Hey Bro, the flesh does suck, doesn't it? I too have those days and by the end I usually sit back and thank Jesus for covering all of our sins.

1 John 4:10
In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

Love ya

cain said...

hey jason, nothing in life will ever be perfect except the time you spend loving on your family. wrap around this advice and use it til you die, ok?

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